Ok, ya’ll, I am not gonna lie. I am sooo tired right now! November is kicking my tush this year with the stuff and the friends and the other stuff and everything. Ugh! I suppose it’s really a good thing that I’m tired, though, because it means that I’ve been busy. I’ve spent time with friends and family. I’ve gone out and stayed in and started some fun projects! So, despite my tiredness (and lame-o lack of pictures), I want to share my November with you!
The month started out very stressful and mentally/emotionally exhausting with the elections and news and everything that went with it. I was convinced that the world was going to end no matter who won and who would be there to pick it all up and put it back together again? *sigh* I certainly don’t feel good about what happened and I am not in any way comfortable going forward… but I think I’ve moved from depression into the acceptance part of the grief stages. It’s a wary and tired and sad acceptance and in no way means that I accept the bad and terrible things that will come from this decision… but it’s a place where I can at least stop thinking about it for a little while and feel ok.
To distract myself from the pain and fear, I read a lot this month. And I read a lot about amazing, powerhouse women (weather they would agree with me on that assertion or not, I don’t know). The first book was I am Malala by Malala Yousafzai. That woman… dang. Talk about an inspiring message that taught me that even little girls can make a difference in the face of terror. No matter how insignificant you think you might be, Malala teaches us that you can be so much more. Oh, God, how appropriate. The second book was Year of Yes by Shonda Rhimes. Aside from the rich and famous aspects of her life, I actually found that I identify a lot with Shonda. Introverted, unsure, and just brave enough to try to do better, Shonda spoke right to my dorky little heart. And the last book I read in November was Buffering by Hannah Hart. I had no idea how deep her hurts and struggles ran. She talks in her YouTube videos from time to time about not being accepted by her super religious father, but there is so much more. Ugh. And yet, Hannah is giving and cheerful. She has moved past her past and intentionally works to make the world a better place. Seeing a theme here yet? *grin*
Let’s move on now to some more powerhouse women that I spent time with this month. Hubby and I went to see Moana in theaters on Thanksgiving day. It was so good! Such a beautiful message of self discovery and following your passions! I wish I’d had more role models like her when I was a little girl! Not only was the story great, but the animation and art were gorgeous too! Love, love, love! And my TV pick for the month was Gilmore Girls: A Year in the Life. I loved the show when I watched it start to end in my early 20′s and I loved the revisiting of all the characters now! I know it wasn’t a perfect telling, but I really liked to see where everyone ended up, even in their imperfections. Grief can do that, you know? Throw you off track until you feel like you’re drifting and struggling to find your way back… so. good.
Moving on to more traditional things now, we’ve entered the holiday season of 2016. Thanksgiving was sort of uneventful for my family. Hubby and I went to see Moana and ate tacos on Thanksgiving day. We went over the weekend for a slightly more traditional meal with my parents which was very nice. Nobody talked about politics (not once!) and it was actually quite relaxing. Yay! And in the midst of all of this, I also started decorating for Christmas and started several Christmas crafts. I love Christmas and my darling hubby indulges me by helping put up decor and letting me take over the house with craft supplies. It’s wonderful. I can’t say too much, though, because I want to devote more time and focus to it in some posts next month (so stay tuned!).
And now, I fear, this wall of text will drive you all away! Please don’t go! Or, at least, don’t be afraid to come back! Hopefully I will be able to share more pictures and such next time.